::trips on a rock::
26.10.02
02:57p.m.
ahh theres been some stuff going on. and i just need some time to think. okay maybe a lot of time to think =| but fear not for thoes of you who read this ::sound of cricket in the backround:: heh heh..well i'll still be writing in this. well i am off for a nap for tiredness is taking over u___u
roar
21.10.02
07:14 p.m.
right now i am really really hyper x_____x;; well today was boring as usual and made me tired as hell. well this is really short cause i dun feel like writin anymore.
blah blah blah
17.10.02
07:36 p.m.
well yesterday i kinda had some more worse than mormal probs with mr curry. =| i totally went crazy. yea..okay well my grades are surprizingly good and whatnot. i am working on this cool thing in art with watercolor even tho i am not very good with them, this is turning out quite well. cept yesterday it turned my hand red lol. every friday i've been going to a magic turnament held at a comic store near my house well sorta near my house. its fun. i'm not very good thought..i've only been playing about two months. well imma gonna shut up now, anyways i'm tired..
Tá mé mo shuí - Clannad
02.10.02
04:49 p.m.
I am sitting up since the moon arose last night
putting down a fire again and again and keeping it lit
The family is in bed and here am I by myself,
The cocks are crowing and the country is asleep but me.
I love your mouth, your eyebrows and your cheeks
Your bright blue eyes for whose sake I stopped hunting the wily fox
In longing for you I cannot see to walk the road
Friend of my bosom, the mountains lie between me and you.
Learned men say that love is a fatal sickness
I never admitted it until now that my heart is broken:
It's a very painful illness, alas, I have not avoided it,
And it sends a hundred arrows through the core of my heart.
I met a fairy woman at the Rath of Beal an Atha
I asked her would any key unlock the love in my heart
And she said in soft simple language
"When love enters the heart it will never be driven from it".
Ta me mo shui o d`eirigh`n ghealach areir
Ag cur tein-e sios-go buan is a fado go gear
Ta bunadh a` ti `na lui is ta mise liom fein
Ta na coiligh ag glaoch `san saol `na gcodladh ach me
`Sheacht mh`anam deag do bheal do mhala is do ghrua
Do shuil ghorm ghle-gheal far threig me sionnach na lub
Le cumha do dhiaidh ni leir dom an bealach a shiuil
is a charaid mo chleibh ta na sleibhte `dul idir me`s tu
Deiridh lucht leinn gur claoite an galar an gra
Char admhaigh me e is e `ndiaidh mo chroi istigh a chra
Aicid ro-ghear, faraor nar sheachain me i
Is go gcuireann si arraing is cead go gear tri cheart-lar mo chroi
Casadh bean-tsi dom thios ag Lios Bheal an Atha
D`fhiafraigh me di an scaoilfeadh glas ar bith gra
Is e duirt si gos iseal i mbriathra soineannta saimh
"An gra a theid fan chroi ni scaoiltear as e go brath"
eating seeds is a past time activity
26.09.02
07:23 p.m.
today sucked. i had a dream last night that really got to me. when i was in the shower this morning i was crying cause of it. then i was late =| o well. the day went on kinda slow. after school we went to lunch with karol and i had a burger and i ate like 1/3 of it then i had some fires and shared this little chocolate thing with mum and i am still full =| all day i've pretty much just sat around and did nothing. this summer i might go to anime expo if meg can get her butt down here. i hope her mum lets her go.
shortness...can be good, ne?
20.09.02
06:41 p.m.
i had a test in world history yesterday and i somehow pulled off a B- .today i had a test in bio. After the test Mr. Curry grabed my arm and asked me if i understood everything. i nodded and then he let go and said good. hes strong..i'm scared
Tá mé mo shuí
19.09.02
09:20 p.m.
today was another day of sitting in Mr. Curry's class. its not good having lunch after his class. i can't eat anymore. at lunch this whole week i've just gotten a water. i cant eat..just thinking makes me want to throw up. so i am sticking to water and i am not really getting hungry so its nothing big. i get home a have a snack anyways. well i am getting tired..so this ends here
Mr. curry is eebil i say eebil! :: hides ::
18.09.02
04:26 p.m.
i can't be in biology anymore. Mr. Curry is too scary for me. he not only haunts me in class but now haunts me in my sleep. i can't even stand him saying my name anymore. i need to get out of there but i can't. he gives me the shivers =| i can't wait until school it over..then i will be out of his class.
taiko weeeeee
17.09.02
08:23 p.m.
today sicked because it was like a monday cuase i didn't have school yesterday. today i went to my classes..boring as always. fourth per. i have Mr. Curry, my biologly teacher..i am soooooo afraid of that guy. he haunts me in my sleep..well not just in my sleep..always. i forgot i didn't have lunch money so i didn't eat today. after school was the first taiko drum meeting. it was really fun. but i had to stay at school until three. normally by then i am hungry out of my mind even when i've eaten..but today i wasn't. after that i came home and mike, my cuz called and he was going to take me out for dinner. well i took a nap and then we met him at the mall. from there we went to this place and we got our drinks and we were waiting to order for like 20 mins so we sed to the lady that we were just going to pay for the drinks and leave. but the lady sed there was only one sever and she was sorry for the incovence and gave us our drinks for free. then we went to red robin and mikes girlfriend sandra's thing droped on her leg and it burnt her and they let us have our din din for free but we left the guy a $15 tip. well i just got home and did this and now i have to go cause mum says.
la la land
16.09.02
07:12 p.m.
well..its been a while. i wanna go home. i still don't like it here. moving is the worst thing ever. i don't like my new school. and not really the kids in it either. i have one friend..shes nice. i miss iowa. i feel sick here a lot more then i did in iowa. plus i think i am allergic to stuff here =| i am always tired cause i have to get up early every morning and school starts at 7 though it does end at 1:15 thats a good thing. i only have six classes but i don't have any study halls. i am ahead of them in credits. i could graduate in 2004 instead of 2005 if i wanted to but i am not going to cause i wanna have four years of japanese. i think before i go to college i am going to go to iowa for a while. beth says fluffy(my cat that my parents made me leave behind with my sister) is not doing to well. she is sick. beth says that she thinks that if she doesnt get better then we might have to put her to sleep. i miss fluffy so much. we can't have a cat here cause the guy will raise the rent..and right now we cant afford that. in school i am having trouble staying tuned in. i can't pay attention. i keep thinking a lot and i keep blocking out important stuff i need to know. like my geometry homework..i got it when she told us how. then some kids had to share some stuff to the class and i wasn't paying attention to them..i was in deep thouhgt..i guess to deep cause i pushed back my lessons on my homework and i came home to do it and i didn't have a cule how to..it was like looking at french. if i don't keep my grades up then i don't know if i can go to iowa and be able to do other things. last year they kinda dropped a little =| yea.. so mum and dad keep pushing me to keep them up. mum says i know i am being mean but i have to..no you don have to..mum did buy me a diary..i dont like it that much cause its the one with black paper and you have to have gel pens to use it and of course the one it came with didnt work =| but some of the pens beth sent me work for it. i write in it eveny night..i have to have something to write in even if its just a sprial..i can't keep that stuff inside..or i'll snap..and thats not good. so i always carry a notebook with me at school but i cant write in it much cause i am in the front in like all my classes..i dont like the front. but i always seem to get stuck with it. i am very very afraid of my biology teacher :hies from him: i don't like him..he is too scary. i have been reading a lot. its so funny thought. usually she'd have to make me read but now she says i read too much and i should slow down. i think thats kinda funny..yea okay..don't mind me. well i guess this is getting to long so i stop here.
broken...
27.08.02
05:19 p.m.
time has stopped. i feel nothing..all i can do is cry. its as though i am some one else watching myself. i am so confused..so lost. the sam thing over and over. its lonely..i have no friends here. i want meg back, i want my cat back, i want my life back..i wanna go home... i have no emotion left..i am a nothingless drone. at school i sit in class day after day..alone. no words can explain how i truely feel. i wanna go home.. every thing is in motion but i have stopped
chicken pot pie
31.07.02
04:54 p.m.
well its been awhile since i have made an entry =| well a lot of stuff has been going on and i don't really even have much time to think NE more =| well last week on thursday i slept at sarah's but i had to leave at 8:00 in the morning cause i had to help out at sale we had. then i had to do it on saturday too. on sat night i went to megan's family thing. it was fun ^__^ but we couldn't leave until 4 am =| well i made a scrap book, its not very good o___o;; and i am not really even done with it cause i didn't lable em all. yesterday i had to go throught mah whole room finding wat i needed to take, wat goes in the 4000 pounds and wat goes in sotrge x___X;; i stayed at mah friends house last night. we stayed up unil four x___X;; i just got home and i have to help with some stuff. then i have bowling at 7. i prolly wont get home until 9 x___X;; tomorrow beth is taking me to the all you can eat corn thing i can't wait ^__^;; then we are going to see austin powers 3.
ice cream
21.07.02
09:04 p.m.
yesterday
i went to mah sisters cause she is not moving cause she dosent live with us NE more..well duh she's married. well its is justin's(mah bro in-law) brother's 17th birthday. so we went to happy joes cause thats where he works and we got ice cream and we played games and then got a nerf bow and arrow thing. then they made jordan(justin's little bro) stand on a chair and the whole place sang to him. then we went to justins parents house and jason was there, he is justins older brother. he was playing one of jordans new PS2 games in his room. we watched him play unil like 11:00 and then we went to blockbuster and rented FFx and crusing the world for N64. we stayed up playing FFX and drunking =| yea..it was interesting. neither of us got drunk or NE thing. beth went to bed and justin and stayed up until like 5 in the morning. i drank..uhh lets see here..i shared a hard iced tea with him..then i shared two beers with him and the i had mah own rum drink that tasted like syurp it was the best =| they were all that bottle kind no the can =| and then he mad punch and he put pucker in it witch is sour apple flavored vadka.
today
then i woke up at nine and then i went to the purple room as its called. its the room mah sister kinda made for me in her house. its all purple =| then i had breakfast and then we got ready and we went swimming. i came home and fell asleep while i was sorting pennies. then when i woke up it was time for din din. after din din i took a shower and i thought about a lot of stuff. right when i was thinking 'whens steve gonna stop by' mum knocks on the door and says steve is here. so i rushed a got dressed. i talked to him until about 8:30 and then he left.
Cha vel fer erbee cha bouyr, as eshyn nagh jean clashtyn
19.07.02
12:27 p.m.
well i did write an entry yesterday but i was kinda out of it and i closed the window before i was done and i didn't even notice until like an hour later =|
yesterday
today mah parents told me that we are leaving around the tenth and that we can't take mah cat with us. i've had mah cat fluffy, since i was four or five. the only pets i've had other then her was fish and i got rid of them cause they died =|well when we lived in kansas city we had a cat but i don remember him and we didn't have him for long either =| but we couldn't take him with us to san fran. i cried i million times..this is so hard for me. mum tried to make me feel better by saying i can get a new cat when we get settled. its really the traveling and that we are selling a lot of our funiture and they don want her messing it up =|
today
well i didn't get much sleep last night =| i sat in mah room with mah cat until she wanted to leave. then i sat in the dark with this frame lying next to me and it has her pics in it. well mah dad had sugery on his back today. he woke me up this morning about 9:30 and then i couldn't get back to sleep. i watched tv and then i just called up Rachel to see if we could do something today. but then mum got a call so i don kno wat we are doing yet
An rud a thèid fad o'n t-sùil, Thèid e fad o'n chrìdhe.
17.07.02
09:23 p.m.
um well i just found out that the moving truck is coming on the 6th of aug. i wanna do stuff with meggie but it seem that she has a lot o stuff going on ^__^ well thats good at least she'll have fun ^___^ right meggie? well i am still working on mah story..i dun know about posting it NE more =| its kinda bad lol
An te bhíonn ag magadh bíonn a leath faoi féin
16.07.02
07:15 p.m.
well its been awhile since i have done an entry =| well we are moving in about two to three weeks. i got a spongebob address book and i wrote the addresses and phone numbers of almost every1 i kno. i am going to do something with Lizzy next weekend. we have to do something together before i move. the last time i saw her was around christmas x___X i am not going to have a going away party =| i not really want one either. i dun know why i just dont. we are going to sell a bunch of furniture..i'll prolly be the only one who will miss it =| mum says she dosent like them NE more and that we need the extra money. i might be leaving before our house is empty and stuff cause mum and i hafta go there and enroll me and stuff. i am working on a story right now..its not that good so far tho..i might post it. maybe on another name or something =| i not sure yet. well i think meg is mad at me..again..
and jill pushed jack down the hill
11.07.02
07:36 p.m.
today i was supposed to go to the farmers market with eric but somthing happened and we couldn't go NE more so we went to the mall instend. we were there for an hour and then we had to leave cause we had to get his sister somewhere -___-;
greg sed i looked like a durggie
10.07.02
09:10 p.m.
yesterday was boring. i did go bowling tho. today..there was a big ass storm this morning and it woke me up -___-; then i went to the hair place. while she was cutting mah hair i started crying =| but i didn't let NE1 see =| then me and mum went to lunch. after me, mum and meg went to the mall. tonight i had bowling and the guys that worked there sed wat did i cut mah for? it looks better long. i was like thanx. but atleast they were honest.
mask: sometimes its okay to hide
08.07.02
09:18 p.m.
well eric was supposed to come back today but he came back yesterday =D yay! i hope i get to do somptin wif him soon. i am cutting mah hair...and short too. its all going bai bai...i'll miss it..i know i will. but i still wanna cut it =| yea i like that. yea we might get it done maybe tomorrow or wed. i hope wat i wanna get wont look stupid on me =| that would suck. o well. eric sed he'll still be wif me if i get it cut..thats good, ne? ^____^ well right now i am really bored..and i am about to cry but i wont let mah self. shaun and meg are having another one of those nights( DAMMIT i am crying) where they dun talk to NE one else but eachother. and i dun get to talk to shaun much cause we never on at the same time and now we are but we "cant" talk. they are mah two best friends..i care about them..i understand they wanna talk alone and all..but i am hurting..but hey i am just being stupid. they should have time to themselves. too bad zellys not on to talk to..jerry isnt even on to talk to..i waited all day for this. sorry i am just being stupid again.
sk8er boi
07.07.02
09:51 p.m.
last night i babysat three girls across the street =| o fun. well ones 2 and shes at the age where she wants to do everthing by herself. ones 4 and ones 6. i was there until 12:30 a.m. but atleast i made $33 ^___^ this morning i got up about 10:00 and i mowed the lawn that $20 more woo. so i had 53 dollars. then i cleaned mah bath room...o fun -___-; then me, mum and dad went out for a late lunch at mondos. then we were going to see a movie at 3:45. we had some time before we had to go. so mum and me went to the mall and dad sat in the car =| well i got Avril Lavigne's CD and we left. we got to the movie theatre and mum and dad had the time wrong so we still had an hour so we went back to the mall and this time dad went in too and we split up. i finally got to show mum these pants that i want and i got em but i had to pay for half cause they were $50. then we went to the movies and we say My Big Fat Greek Wedding. it was ok. then we came home about 6:30 and i washed mum's car 7 dollars for me. well meggies B-day is next month and i am trying to figure out wat to get her. well i am getting tired so..yea
gee golly mister
06.07.02
03:35 p.m.
well the other day eric called me and we talked fo a half hour. he sed he would call me today sometime =| but he hasen't called yet. he comes back monday yay! me and shaun haven't been talking much cause we keep missing each other..like when i have time to get on..he not there and when he on i not T____T well on the fourth meggers came over and i ate a loooot of food =| then we hung out for a while then we played with sparklers and stuff. we didn't go to sleep until 4 a.m. =| last night i feel asleep in mah parents bed and mah dad sed that he tried to wake me up but i didn't even move. i guess i have become a hard sleeper = so he slept in mah room @____# well i have watched so much tv cause there is nothing to do at mah house.
are you listening? WHOAAAAAOOOOOAAA
03.07.02
10:11 p.m.
I AM SO HAPPY ITS FUCKING SCARY!!!!!!! today i got to hear shaun sing..and i cried happy tears. and i listening to it over and over and over and i got more and more happy. it was getting me scared. then me and meg made up and i got more happy and then i invited her over for the fourth and she gladly accepted ^__^ and that made me even more happy. i have not been this happy in a looooong time. save me =| i am so happy and i hypervenilating o____o; YAY! meggies is coming over! i am getting hyper too. i listening to jimmy eat world..they are da best! i luff the middle and sweetness! i hope eric comes back soon..all i know is that he is coming back sometime after the fourth =| i want to learn how to skateboard..but i don have the best balence =| but i WILL learn NE ways dad bought me one cause i was helping a lot around the house. but its really fast x___X too fast for someone who has never been on a board of NE kind before =| yea thats me no snowboarding..surfing..that thing in the water =| yea..i want mah brother to teach me how to snowboard well i'll be at skateboarding good someday =|...right? yea i loong time from now -___=;; haha that face is funny.
boots and cheese curds
02.07.02
09:17 p.m.
last night was another night of no sleep. i've been having so much trouble sleeping -___-; well me and dad went to happy joes for lunch and after that we went bowling. i played some of mah worst games ever =| o well. after we went to the mall and i got mah magizine and mah Korn cd that they've been holding for me for 3 weeks =| mum sed that since i didn't get a job that i can work wif her in partylite.
son of a fuzzy
02.07.02
11:09 a.m.
today dad is taking me to luch and bowling wif him. him and mum want me to get out more. mum keeps telling me to call up greg and ask him when he goes bowling. she also wants me to have some1 over for the fourth..i was gonna have meg..but thats not happening now is it meg? well i am going to go swimming wif mah sister on the fourth =| well i have to go get ready cause dad wants to go soon.
grab onto your fries cause here comes
30.06.02
09:16 p.m.
din din sucked..i had mashed potatos..mashed potatos and broccoli( mum made me eat it) i refused to eat wat ever meat mum bought..i not a big meat eater=| well i was sitting here and mum comes up adn she says 'melissa, put your shoes on' i like uhh why.. and she was like ' we're going for a walk' i was like i don wanna go and she sed 'well you dont have a choice' o___o so i had to walk around the block wif mum and dad..and mum kept trying to get me to say somptin..but i didn't. i hope eric comes back by this weekend..and i hope shaun gets on soon. well meg bitched at me and i not really sure why and then this whole big thing happened and katelin was trying to fix stuff and you know what for once i did wat she sed..i talked to meg..told her how i felt..but you wanna know what really flipped mah lid..katelin made it sound like meg 'wanted' to fix things but you know i talked to her but she still wont say a word to me..i did mah part no its her turn. when ever we get into a fight every1 bitches at me and tells me to patch things up. i hear things from other people like 'o megs not mad at you' or 'she didn't mean it' or some other shit..but i never hear it from her..not one 'i'm sorry' or 'i am not mad at you i was just frustrated that time' or something like that..but nuuu i never hear NE thing like that. you know what meg..mah mum's gettin on mah back cause she wants you to come over..but this time you have to make the call..you have to talk to me..before i ever do NE thing wif you..because i am mad cause this happend..are you just going to stay mad at me until i am gone? i may delete this entry later cause right now i am really really pissed off..
to the core
30.06.02
02:00 p.m.
last night was so so. i ate a lot @___# and for the first time in a looong time i had breakfast..mum made this big thing wif all this stuff so i ate it NE ways. i prolly wont be hungrey until din din. D left at 11:00..yup can you believe it..i was up before noon. well i am kinda at a lost of words at the moment..but i prolly write another one later.
cheese doodles
29.06.02
03:42 p.m.
last night i had trouble sleeping so i organized mah books three times @___# then around three thirty i finally went to bad. well for the last week mums been trying to get me to have some1 come over to hang wif me. well i finally gave in so she would leave me alone <_< so tonight i am having mah friend D over..well thats wat i call her, her name is Danelle. well so far today was another boring day. i watched tv all day again..and dad hogged the puter again today. i get to be on for a few cause i won't be able to get on tonight. but i have to clean some stuff for mum. tonight mum and dad are going to out for din din. well with them not here..i would rather be by mah self but i'll manage. NE ways i will prolly have a good time wif D. we might watch Escaflowne.
be guided by the light
28.06.02
11:36 p.m.
well today me and dad went out for a little while. we went to mondos wif mum. i had a little bit of some salad. i came home a read..i finished the third book the mah sweep series. i felt sick a lot today..normal chest pains. i think all this pain and sickness is becoming a normal thing. well today was another boring day of..doing noting and watching tv. many things are deciving..like a rose...it has such beauity and smell so sweet..yet it has thorns. hold it to tight and you have blood and beauity. dancing, dancing, round the light gather tears and gather fright. make them gone make them leave. bring happiness and please. don ask where i got this stuff..@___# cause i make them up mah self..out of nowhere...take this pen from mah hand and we will write until the end. hey theres another one. with this pen i will write wat i wish to feel tonight..@__# hey where all this stuff come from..i was never good at this stuff before..
lost..alone..
27.06.02
09:06 p.m.
i feel so lost..and out of place..i don know whats wrong..ok maybe i do..but then again maybe i don't..sorry this isn't making much sence. i feeling strange and stuff. today was the first day since i got mah new bed that mah cat came in to sleep wif me. i was soo happy to see her on mah bed when i woke up this morning. but then she hairballed on mah floor @___# she ish very fuzzy. well i sat around almost all day just thinking..or reading. i miss shini now. i keep mah self company..and thats pretty much what i did today. i feel sick after i eat. i don eat much at all NE more. mum ish forcing me too eat sometimes. but i feel so sick. i had to force mah self to eat tonight. yup easymac and a pop. o___o;; around 5-5:30 mah dad took me to the book store..it is a different one from yesterday. this time they had MARS the 2nd book. i got it..came home and read it. since then i've been sitting around lost in mah head..thinking..or just watching TV. i got lost in mah head a lot today. i think about...nothing. really i just think about random things. and a lot of the time i dont make sence even to mah self. mah chest hurts more and more every time i breathe..the pain get worse with every bit i life that i have to breathe in to stay alive. would the pain stop if i stop? tomorrow i might go wif mah dad to some sale thing...if i can get up in the morning. i don know if i can. gah i feel so sick *screams* x___X; mah body hurts. well i sure everyone wants me to stop blabing and wining..i know i just a big bother to every1 and everything.
meow...hiss @___#
26.06.02
09:57 p.m.
today i went out wif mah dad. first we went to some store and returned a keyboard that we bought cause it had the wrong plug-in. then we went to lunch and we had the same thing as we did yesterday..salad and chips wif cheese dip..mmmmm. after that we went to target and then we went to barns and noble ^___^ i was looking for the second book of MARS but they didn't have it..they don't have much manga there NE more. well i decided that i would just check out the normal book section and i found the book i've been looking for, for a while now. the second book of the sweep series, The Coven by Cate Tiernan. ^__^ i was so happy cause i have the third one but i needed the second and i couldn't find it. when i got home i read it until i got to page 92 and i thouhgt hmm.. maybe i should go help dad. well when i got out there i didn't help him..i picked black berries ^____^ yuppers we have a blackberry tree. after i had picked a bunch i knocked the bowl over and lost a bunch T____T so i picked some more but all the good ones were up high and i couldn't reach 'em. then i mowed the back yard cause i mowed the front last night and i didn't do the back. after that i had to take a quick shower cause i had leauge tonight. while we were in the car i was getting money from mah dad so i could pay the weekly fees and i noticed mah pants felt wet...and then i looked and i had a hudge wet spot and it was dirty. i didn't know how it got there. so me and dad pondered for a min. and the dad says 'o that must be from the flowers this morning' i was like wat!?!? well today ish mah parents anniversary and mah dad bought mah mum flowers and he brought them to her work. so i had to go to bowling like that -____-;; for some reason and i don't really know why..i hate mah bowling partner. i don't even know him and i hate him..we don even talk..he prob thinks i am mute..o wait nevermind he was there when we played greg cause then i talked @___# at two thirty today..Eric left to go to his dads cabin. and there is no puter there..unlike last time he was at his dads house and there was a puter and we talked on there but now..unless he gets a phone card i won't be able to talk to him until he gets back..which is sometime after the forth T_____T i got to talk to him this morning tho. well jus had to pop that in there @___# back to bowling. afterwards sean and i played our free games but on seans second turn his ball got stuck and he went and got it himself and i told him not to but who listens me..so we got in trouble and they shut off our game T____T well when mum and dad came to get me the wanted sno cones and mary and dick were wif them and they were all going to have sno cones together. i didn't want one so i stayed in the car. adn these two guys walked buy and they saw me in the car(i had the light on so you could see me throught the tint) and they were like theres a girl in that car..i sed to mah self..'naaaaaaaw'..'dickheads'...well later they came by the car the theirs and i was ready to jump out and cuss them out but i don like creating senes and i didn't think mum would like to hear me say those words that i would've sed. i kinda regreated not doing it tho o___o;; then i came on here and then mum came in and started talking about moving and it made me cry cause i no wanna move and mum says that if we are it will prolly be brfore school starts up again T____T i no wanna move.
violets are not blue
25.06.02
10:39 p.m.
i just wrote a long ass entry..and as you can see i made a new archive. so you might wanna check it out cause it was last updated tonight @___# gah mah head hurts *dies* i talking on the phone wif meggers. hmm i might make a new layout. it will either be D.N.Angel or Escaflowne the movie..even tho i love the one dat i have so much ^___^
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